I'm watching freshprince lol, can you notice that? So like i think i have a cavity because shit i was eating those new starburst gusher candy and the gush shit brought a sharp ass pain in my mouth smh, you talking about a nigga wylin' like damn that shit had hurt.
So like everybody should know i'm transferring schools because i want to be in nc for the fact that my great grandmother don't have that long and i want to be somewhat close to her so it's like i've been looking at NCA&T & NCCU & WSSU. So like i went to wssu and we talked and shit and every school i talked to they said i needed to let them know by the end of july so it's like we really got knock it down and find out whats going to happen. They all have the program i'm going for so it's like i may just pick A&T. Plus frat wise, A&T has the best frats like real talk and for the fact i'm a sophmore i could've pledged during the summer or fall so i guess i'll do that business in the fall you'll find out after it's done though.
My mother has already planned on going back to nc now too to be with my great grandmother so it's like i would stay on campus and she'll have the baby and i'll come home on weekends na'mean like fri. - sun. unless it's a party or some shit. because the part of nc that my great grandmother lives in is like and hour and 30 for most of the places above so i'll be gucci and she got my little brother enrolled in school so he'll be cool to go. I'll have to get use to not saying my daughter daily but aye it's for the best for me and her so we can be on some big shit whereever i decide to go after college.
I think i have really matured over the years from me when i was in high school to me after 1 yr. of college it's like i would never picture me doing good & picture me actually going to college doing shit that nobody probably thought i would do. School is my life at this moment & family & school come first. Fun is included but it's like most people don't see shit in the way of you can learn and have fun at school instead of just having fun and everything being known as failure, ya kno? I see shit in a new direction, nah i'm not dull or no shit but it's like damn iono i think i smoke so much that i see more shit & i understand shit that i never thought i would really know about ya know? so yeah i guess you can say when you get close to the 20s you really start thinking about life stronger.
I already got a daughter so the real world started sooner for the fact that i watch after her & like all she see is me and the people in my house. I can't take her around the females i like because if she start thinking thinking oh that must be my mother she would be messed up in the head not knowing who' the chick really is. Like alot of chicks be like can i meet her but it's like a meet & greet because she have been somewhat close to one of my exs before and like she looked at her like a mother & once we stopped talking it was like she didn't go to no females because of that so i don't want my shorty to grow up thinking she has no mother nor do i want her growing up saying she thinks somebody else.
I talked to her mother about that shit like when are you going to just step up & be all for chilling with the baby from time to time. It's like i'm not even telling her i want her to be with me or anything i just want her to take her daughter out and shit so her daughter could say mama instead of only knowing dada. Like she sees it as funny that she don't spend time with her i mean i understand she got a son and i love that lil' nigga like he mine too and she wasn't there for him for like a year and a 1/2 now she back on dependency with him throwing him bday partys and i really think she confused on what her decision she want to make. I told her when she turn 1 she need to be in her life because her son already know that he don't have a father he just has her boyfriend and i respect that she got some other nigga watching her child because his father died but for the fact my shorty mother didn't die she shouldn't try to run away from the family she made with 2 kids.
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