aight my first post today and like i said last night when i do post it's going to be on some serious shit. aight now you know it's that chick that i've been rocking with since 040508. shes HER who's intitled in some blogs i have on here. what's wrong with her? now alot, at first she was perfect to me she had everything a nigga could ask for and more. she was the chick that i had no worries about because she made me happy and she knew the right shit to say to keep my day on boost.
shit changed, if most of yall are my friends yall know when a nigga got in some bad weed business and they tried to keep a dude on lock down shit changed. that was right before she graduated, i was on lock down i couldn't do shit it was really just all for one. then college came and she left for that shit & that was bad business itself because i became nonrelevant to her after she met her new crew and had her own peoples to hang around and shit i was like casper i was ghost.
she has been changing for the past 2 weeks i've been talking to her shit haven't been the same and i know somebody is the blame, i don't know who but she said i was hurting her this is like a strong hurt for a dude when his chick not even showing like she actually care about him. i say i love you i get a okay. if i say are you on the phone & can i call you, it must be really something wrong that i want to call her. why have to question shit i do thinking i'm trying to have an escape way? then she say she number 11 to me, if you number 11 then i wouldn't take time to talk to you anyways because that's too far from MY favorite number, which is 1. The further away from my number is the further you are from my heart. maybe the other dudes trying to get at her have a reason.
college life makes some people change from the worst, i wonder if she's one of the people who changes for the worst smh. good luck with that but let's just know it's a sudden change as of the 14th.